Saturday 31 May 2014

Siapa aku untuk menghukum

Assalamualaikum.

Semua orang ada kisah buruk. Semua orang tak ingin dikenali atas kisah dia yang buruk tu. Bila orang bercerita dkt kita kisahnya, simpanlah umpama ia kisah kita ,aib kita sendiri. Siapa yang tak nak jadi baik?

Orang umpama memperkecilkan aku jika aku kata aku nk berubah. Hahaha. Orang umpama pandang aku dua tiga kali bila aku mengatakan "eh nak kahwin awal lah". Walau nada kita bergurau tapi yeah sometimes ada lah kebenaran dari statement yang dikatakan.

Bukan lah orang tak percaya yang aku mampu tapi sbb aku pun tak memulakan proses apa2 maka mereka sukarlah nak percaya. Takkkan kau nak suruh aku pakai tudung labuh esok juga, even parents aku pun mungkin akan terkejut dgn perubahan drastik mcm tu. Aku cuba utk didik hati ini dulu.

Hati ini tak kuat lagi.Aku tak kuat. Sesungguhnya hidup ini mencabar. Dugaan buat hati yang sangat rapuh ni.

Sekuat mana, sekasar mana aku dgn kamu, ternyata itu hanya luaranku. Sebagaimana aku berkeras utk tak memaafkan mereka yang pernah menyakitiku, ternyata aku sendiri tak berhak nak buat begitu.

"Dan janganlah orang-orang yang berharta serta lapang hidupnya dari kalangan kamu, bersumpah tidak mahu lagi memberi bantuan kepada kaum kerabat dan orang-orang miskin serta orang-orang yang berhijrah pada jalan Allah; dan (sebaliknya) hendaklah mereka memaafkan serta melupakan kesalahan orang-orang itu; tidakkah kamu suka supaya Allah mengampunkan dosa kamu? Dan (ingatlah) Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Mengasihani." (Surah an nuur ayat 22)

I saw this on tv and aku terpaku dan berfikir utk tidak memikirkan tentang diri sendiri. Tidak mengikut perasaan marahnya hati. Maka lebih baik melepaskan rasa itu pergi menyepi dan berserah.

Idea untuk Bagi Hadiah yang Kreatif?

Assalamualaikum and hye!

Well now tengah study week, nothing much to do. Aiceh nothing much sangat padahal notes berlambak nak kena baca. Hihi. Oh tak ada hot story sangat. It's just I want to share website pinterest.com. I guess ramai je yg tahu tapi tak menggunakan website ni. For me this is the coolest website so far if you need any references regarding anything. From gifts ideas, fashion, cooking recipe, party ideas even wedding ideas all in one website.

I love this thing so much since we can actually realize how creative you can be and plus by using simple and cheap things tho. These are some examples of things that i have pinned before. Sesuai utk bg as a gifts to ur bff ke boyfriend/girlfriend apa apa ke kan. Simple yet so cute!


Ni utk anniversary ke apa kan since we don't celebrate valentines


This is super awesome. Do this to ur bff for her birthday ke apa kan, so fun!

I really love this gift basket, don't have to be neat but every thing is in there. Very good gift to give to ur friend yg nak pergi further studies ke apa ke.

Ni present for ur loved ones. Setiap jam utk the whole day birthday dia tu ada hadiah. Aww!!



 Okay tu je. If you want to see more, go to pinterest.com and tons of creative ideas about almost anything you could find there. Plus, if you want to know bout these gifts or ideas above and you are just to lazy to search it, you may just visit my pinterest page   :     http://www.pinterest.com/fatinnajiha16/

Wednesday 28 May 2014

Simply Writing About My Life.

Assalamualaikum and Hello!

Omaigod it has been a while I haven't update this blog. Bukan sebab mogokke apa tapi busy and yeah a lot problems here and there. 2014 so far has been quite a journey. Not even habis satu tahun dah penuh macam2 benda terjadi. Just hope it will end well. Okay so this week gonna be the last week for this 4th semester, then officially this semester is over. Oh wait! Just tinggal final exam.

Life so far has been good. I'm trying to adapt with new life, new guy, new behaviour, etc. New guy? Bhahaha that was damn fast. But yeah it's still new. Just wait and see how it goes. For him over there I'm guessing he's doing good. To be honest I do stalked him once in a while just to check up on him. When I see that smile on his face, I'm glad he's doing fine even maybe he hates me. Sometimes when you see somebody who has been together with you for quite some time and he's doing good without you, akan rasa terdetik, omaigod selama dia dengan aku, I bet mesti banyak bnd yg dia nak buat tapi I don't let him to. Like mcm kita ni jadi penghalang utk dia just jadi or buat apa dia nak. I feel so bad when I think about that. But now, he is able to do that. I'm happy for him.

For this new guy. Nama pun new. So you know we are learning each other's attitude. Try to understand each other. A bit difficult cos I have been with somebody else for so long and setiap org berbeza. But yeah it's good for me too since I try to be more gentle than before.hahaha.

Tahlah sometimes just feel something incomplete. I don't even know what, but I'm sure apart of me feel something lost. You try so hard to please everyone but for some reason you are not even satisfied with your life.