-The Hanging Tree
Assalamualaikum and Hello.
Lagi 4 minggu untuk tamatkan semester 5 and next sem dah intern. Alhamdulillah despite of meroyan ingat tak dapat tempat intern gua berjaya dapatkan 3 company utk berebut rebut mengambil gua utk internship. Cewahhh. Ayamas, Massimo and Mac food yg buat makanan supply kasi Mac Donald.
Massimo offer di bahagia production while lagi dua offer R&D. Eventhough Mac Food dkt dgn rumah tp sbb x minat R&D so aku pun sanggup pilih massimo yg kat klang tu. Memang org cakap jauh, kena tempuh jam, bla3. Tapi ni la pengorbanan. Kalau tak biasa kan mcm ni, mana tahu in real working life kau x dpt dekat rumah, dah meroyan membebel.
Plus dia bg allowance yg tinggi juga so boleh la itu guna utk tamoung perjalanan pergi balik. Not to mention duit jpa pun dpt juga. So money issue may not be a problem sgt unless duit jpa lambat masuk then merana kejap la.
Baiklah regarding matters of life pula. Hmm.
Pernah once somebody told me, " Siapa la sanggup layan karenah aku ni". Now aku dh dpt faham maksud dia. Mcm mana dia boleh put up with me before this, while i thought kalau org tu dah anggap kita penting dlm hidup dia, dia patut boleh put up dgn segala behaviour kita. Tahu tak orang selalu ckp cinta itu buta. Kalau dulu dengar member cerita pasal things they do just because to make their loved ones happy la apa la. But now, term tu tak boleh dipakai sgt. Dia lebih kepada, " If you treat me right, I'll do the same to you", "If you understand me, then I will do the same". But the point is, who is willingly to start it first. Haaa.
Bila masing masing pernah melalui pengalaman yang perit, they tends utk ignore problem yang remeh temeh sbb mcm annoying. But hey you know what, the past already became a history and you're living the present now. In life, you have to give and take. Sometimes, ada bnd kau buat ikhlas tanpa harapkan siapa yang start dulu or whether org tu akan balas balik ke tak. If you love somebody, you would do anything to make your presence tu penting dlm hidup dia without expect bnd yg sama dr the one you love tu. Effort oh.
If you once sanggup do everything to the one you loved before but you got betrayed then now dgn org lain pun kau buat ignore. Konon tak nak over2 sbb takut pisang berbuah dua kali, then you got it all wrong bruhh. Everybody has an experience of getting hurt, but that's life lah kan. Cherish the moment kann. Remember? That's how life should be. You never get what you want but at least appreciate people around you cos they are patiently waiting for you, be there for you, excitedly want to hear how was ur day going, and umpama member yang bila mana kau kata JOM, dia akan yeah JOMM! Tapi bila dia je excited utk kau tapi kau tak mcm tu utk dia, dia rasa kau tak sepertimana excited mcm dia. Tapi org kata ikhlas, tak harapkan balasan. Sbb bg dia to see somebody smile padahal sedar diri dia bkn pandai buat lawak tapi sbb dia tahu dia berjaya buat seseorang dkt dunia ni rasa diri dia dihargai for a moment. Itu yg buat dia keep on going utk buat semua tu repeatedly.
Strange things did happen here,No stranger would it be, lalalala~~
