Hello and Assalamualaikum,
2020.
Starting of the year dah issue pasal Influenza A. Tak habis pasal tu, terus kena overshadow pasal Corona virus pulak. Then H5N1.
Masuk February, belum habis isu penyakit, we have been struck by the news of the death of few personalities such as Abam and today is Ashraf Sinclair. Both who we thought very young and healthy tapi ajal yang tidak mengira semua itu.
I always and always hope that I would pergi dulu instead of my husband or my parents cos I guess I'm not too strong to handle if it comes to them yang leave me first. But yeah diri sendiri pun belum tentu amalan cukup ke tak kan.
2019 alhamdulillah was a year of rezeki yang tak pernah putus. Pernah I talked to my husband, what if the rezeki news we received so far, is a deadline for me untuk pergi. It was a casual conversation lps balik kerja and both of us hanya diam. Because both of us don't know the exact answer to respond.
My husband always said that jangan fikir bukan2. Hahaha sebenarnya dia tak tahu nak respond macam mana. Tapi entah, somehow the thought of death selalu linger dalam fikiran. That is why I guess, just do good, be good to everyone. Tak kisah to your annotying colleague ke, enemy ke, your ex ke , apa ke, berbaik je la dengan manusia. Sombong2 dengan orang yang tak ada salah dgn kita buat apa. Kalau ada salah pun, maafkan je lah.
Murah rezeki, panjang umur in sha allah this year my husband and I would embark a new phase and journey. Nothing else I would need except the doa from everyone agar semua nya dipermudahkan dan berjalan lancar :)
