Kerja dan Resume.

Assalamualaikum and hye.

Berdasarkan banyak2 post aku dkt blog ni, I found that post regarding kerja dekat uniqlo paling tinggi beserta org yang komen dkt post tu. Rata rata semua menanyakan contoh resume yang aku buat. The thing is resume yang aku buat utk kerja uniqlo tu sangat biasa and aku pun dulu tengok dkt internet. But itu dulu and bagi aku, just kerja part time so memang simple je resume tu.

But aku tak galakkan orang yang ambil contoh resume aku yang part time tu untuk apply kerja yang mcm office2 ke, yang you want that permanent job utk any firm lepas kau grad macam tu. Sebab resume tersebut sangat simple and basic. Harap maklum yer. Kerja part time retail is not a big deal in terms of resume. You may go all out utk resume korang or you can keep it simple and basic. After all it's a retail industry. Budak sekolah pun boleh apply as part timer. Dari situ korang boleh berfikir secara logik la yang requirement dia tak strict mana kan.

So if nak kerja yang dkt big big firm and so on, kena lah ada proper resume kan. Lepastu bila nak minta kerja dkt those big big firms, buat lah resume satu page. maximum dua lah. Nowadays kan bnyk orang yg buat servis buat kan resume tu. Sediakan duit je. Tak mahal sgt la dlm rm15 mcm tu per resume. Orang akan ish mahalnya!! Ok if mahal kau buat design sendiri if reti. Kalau kau tak reti shut up. Sebabnya kau laburkan duit setakat belas ringgit je then resume tu kau boleh pakai smp bila2 utk kau minta kerja di mana mana. Apalah sgt labur sedikit duit mcm tu dgn kerja yg bakal kau dapat. Minda tu kasi buka eh.

Sebabnya, firm firm ni akan terima LAMBAKAN RESUME lagi2 bila most universities budak2 dia dah habis belajar. Haa kau rasa org HR kat company ni banyak masa nak belek resume kau dua tiga pages tu. Dia hanya akan scan yer. SCAN SAHAJA. Dan if dia rasa sesuai baru lah dia alihkan resume kau dari lambakan tadi ke tempat yang lain utk di tapis lagi. So mestilah resume kau tu kena menarik kan. One tips yg aku belajar dr pergi dgr talk dulu, kalau results korang tak power, jgn letak results. Letak je la qualification mcm bachelor of anything, diploma ke apa. Sebab if results bwh 3.5 confirm confirm org tertarik lagi nak ambil budak yang results lagi power dr kau. Tu some of the tips la.

Ok itu je actually nak mengomel. If nak servis buat resume boleh try mamat ni. Aku dah try dulu. Hehehe. Nombor as tertera dlm resume dia tu.

I'm Okay

I am a human. I have feelings.

I try not to be a baby or be a typical lady who is easily emotional, clingy and over reacting.

I try to be normal. Things I have to be mad, I try to play it cool. But for some reason, I feel like I'm not being me. I've lost myself along the way of being "normal".

I say OK to everything. When people asked me "Don't be mad", Don't be sad", etc and I say OK. But again I'm a human. Who has feelings and emotions. 

I'm tired. I feel like I'm not the old me. The one who loves to chatter around, the one who has high pitch voice, the one who acts so diva, the one who always sulking, the one who easily get mad and cool. If you think I am no longer act like that with you meaning I am not being myself.

I'm tired to see the situation around me. I'm tired cos no one actually care to know about it. What's worse is when you try to share it with somebody, but they are clueless about telling you what you gotta do. Instead trying to change the topic cos dont want a serious conversation.

Oh god. Sometimes I do wish for a second chance to start fresh. To actually have the chance to choose people I really want in my life. To rethink about the decisions that I've made. How come I feel last time was the best moment ever happened in my life despite all the hardness that I've been through. I swear I dont have this kind of feeling before. 

I just need to be rescued. From all of these bullshits, people's bullshits. How they dont appreciate you or feel you are not worth to be appreciated, til one day they think they feel alone and come after you. Sometimes I just want to get away from all the people I've known and start living in a new place. Unknown. Wonder who will look for me.

I guess no one. Cos people would think I'm OK.